Thursday, March 6, 2014

Jesus, CEO of ME

WHO KNEW JESUS WAS A PROJECT SPECIALIST?


This morning in a meeting, I had a life changing EPIPHANY.
I presented information regarding a business I am doing project work for.
When you work with struggling businesses and present information on growth and risk, sometimes the business owners (and ESPECIALLY creative people) will follow your instructions easily and sometimes they resist. Often times, they are simply in denial of the severity of their current state.
The forecast looks bleak and even though I present a solution of recovery, the changes are often not made without a battle.
Even though I am hired, by THEM, to instruct and direct them into what will eventually be a beneficial move.  Sometimes, it is just hard for the business owners to “let go” of their own destructive patterns; even though it has proven to not be successful. In moments of honesty, some have admitted they are just “scared”.
I couldn’t help but analyze this. In my personal reflections, I am thinking; WHY WOULD THEY NOT JUST DO WHAT IS OBVIOUS IN THESE REPORTS WHEN IT WILL SAVE THEIR STRUGGLING COMPANY? GET OVER IT! IT IS SO SIMPLE!!!!
Then, I realized how many times the Lord has said that to me.
How he has given me so many instructions that I refuse to follow. I rebel until I am sitting at the conference table in my heart with him. Then, he hands me the bible and shows me the report. I resist his PERFECT PLAN and resort back to my own detrimental habits until they fail again. Soon, I am back in a meeting with him- seeking his direction.

It is hard to change. It is hard to take the first step in a DIFFERENT direction. It is even HARDER to trust that someone has a better plan than yours. TRUSTING is especially challenging when the end result will GREATLY AFFECT you- one way or the other.

How does Jesus do it? He is a better Consultant than me! He is able to just sit back and wait patiently on me; instead of threatening to leave my project.  Pretty cool stuff.


J Missy